Beneath The Sheets

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s bad as it is my past few weeks have been an incredibly lazy affair, not that I’m a lazy person however I have had a complete lack of things to do so I’ve spent my days watching trashy movies, and asian cartoons which is actually something I completely enjoy and don’t feel is an entire waste of time. I just wish I had more things to be getting on with, much like emily I’ve done very little in terms of photography since college finished. I constantly find myself at 2am longing to take photographs. It always happens to me in the early hours of the morning some strange need to shoot takes over me. However the lack of college leaves me with a lack of people to shoot, a lack of decent equipment and on top of that a lack of money leaves me with no way to get any film I’ve shot developed anyhow. I’m not letting it get me down though a short hiatus is sometimes exactly what you need to collect ideas and have your passion build again, ready to unleash it all again when you next get the chance.
And next year for me I think is going to be completely about that, gathering myself together, getting everything outlined in my head, redoing my entire portfolio. I have a list of people I want to contact and just hope good things come out of it all.

The de-cluttering of my room has been put on hold it would seem, I threw out another bags worth of things but it has pretty much come to a standstill, mostly due to the fact that I bought what are possibly the worst ASDA bin bags known to man I swear I’ve seen thicker toilet paper, they split the second you pick them up which ends in me leaving a trail of leaked rubbish across the floor from my room to the bin outside which honestly isn’t the best of situations.

I completely changed the layout and design of the blog last week, Jon moved it onto his server for the time being until I can afford my own and I’ve spent the past few days sorting out plugins, widgets and getting the layout a lovely shade of blue. I adore pale blue it is probably one of my favourite colours, not to wear though, I don’t suit blue at all. I’m not even sure which colours I do suit to be fair, I’ve looked up that whole what colours to wear for your skin tone only to realise I can’t even work out what my skin tone is. I had the same trouble trying to work out my skin type I need some sort of personal style/life coach I think. I need to make some actual money first though.